Sunday, September 16, 2012

Diet update: My diet is doing well & so am I, i've been eating really well & have not felt the need to cheat..yet besides maybe bigger proportions here & there. But i'm feeling better already even tho it may not show yet. Hard work takes time!

NEXT BIG THING!

Moved into my dorm room yesterday for college! I'm not sure how i feel about it, its a lot of mixed emotions that I didn't think i'd have so much of.

And on another note this college is very different with a very different atmosphere than other campuses i've been too which is both good and bad. I'll admit i miss my family more so my MOM lol, but got to be on my own sometime. But i am having the idea of moving to a school closer to home, but i'm not too sure about that. Can't judge yet, i just started!!

Had fun last night tho, apparently this school has a lot of parties in the woods lol, its very different.

HOPE EVERYONES DOING WELL.

Wednesday, September 12, 2012

one year.

Fat, curves, skinny, obese, sexy, beautiful.
Every single word listed above I have heard used by and referrred to by and to somebody. But what really honestly in my own personal opinion counts if if YOUR happy.

THE PLAN: Today is Wednesday September 12, 2012.
I am giving myself one year to get the body that makes me feel health, sexy & how I want it to be.
I'm not doing this for anybody but myself, to make me happy, feel healthy & what I think is considered looking 'sexy'
I leave for college on Saturday morning & thats one things that really pushes me to take this plan and turn it into and action, making it happen no matter what it takes. New environment, new friends, new me.
I plan to eat healthy and really say no to my weakness of ice creams and sweets & junk foods & just having some fruit or whatever else healthy is around.
Right now, i weigh 250 pounds. NOT HEALTHY FOR THE AGE OF 18.
My goal weight is: 160 pounds (average for my height and body structure don't think i'm just being lazy with that ten)

My body today as i start my new way of life.
September 12, 2012


(I'm sorry if my picture above is not something you want to see, but it is infact my body & putting it up there for the proof and being proud of how i am going to change is what i want to do. Feel free to please follow me through this fight)

In todays society the images that are potrayed around us that are considered, beautful, healthy, sexy girls & what the guys want saddens me because it makes it harder on us girls that don't have the fast metabolism or are all that naturally athletic. But that just means somewhere in our mind we have a will thats makes us strong too & thats where i'm going to overcome the one thing that crosses my mind every single day & that is having the body of my personal dreams. I don't want to look anything like the skinny bitches on the cover of the magazines you see at the store, (please don't think i have any hate towards those girls that just not my personal image of  'sexy', but to them its there happy and healthy body) or none the lesss I don't want to look like anybody because, I am me. So when i've come to a body that i feel happy, sexy & healthy as well as my doctors saying i'm healthy, than the goal for the rest of my life will be mainting that.


The reason for blogging this, putting it out there for just anybody to read & see what i'm going  through is because once this is posted, this gets real. I feel the need to prove to anybody and everybody reading this as well as my family members that I can get fit. This is just the little push to help, i'll get relief, probably bitch to you guys about wanting that ice cream cone or piece of pizza so get ready for it BUT in the end its all going to be worth it cuz i WILL Be buying my self a pair or Miss me jeans which i've always wanted to fit in but this ass is too big right now.

I hope that I am able to inspire someone or some of you to work on your bodies to or maintain the body you have.

I'm not only doing this to look better to my own eyes, but I also have a family history that have lots of weight problems on both my mother and fathers side & I also have dietbetes which runs in our family & i can tell you thats my fear and the last thing that i want to get. So for my health, living longer, having kids & just the little things like hiking which is always easier with a little less booty i'm gonna loose weight.

September 15 2013, one year from today! I will be celebrating the one thing that i overcame that i always wanted to do.

The fun of this, i do get to pick out some new running/ workout shoes. NIKE FREES. the only thing i'll ever wear. Check em' out :)
 
HERES TO CHANGE, WISH ME LUCK. BECAUSE I START...NOW:)