Eighteen & this journey of LIFE begins..
44 Days, an that seems like forever, forty four days ago I graduated high school and started a new era in my life, an at this point is seems like its been longer & even if, forever. I look at my life now with new perspectives, new friends, closer family members & an brighter outlook on the things god is handing me to test out. As a senior coming out of high school many movies portray the average summer as parties, good friends and drinkin till you pass out & make some of the craziest memories you can. Well shit, I did all those things in a bigger way by spending it with distant family and i couldn't be anymore thankful. Someone reading this might think where the hell is this girl going with her story, well its my blog, who the hell cares? I'm gonna use this blog as i begin my journey in life, challenges i take, small things that i encounter or make, crafts, ideas, what gets me buy & even more so the COLLEGE life and the shit it throws my way. This summer has been the biggest reflective period of my life & before i left to head out on the journey my step fathers words were "when you come back in a month or so, your going to be
DIFFERENT, i won't be, but you for sure will be" Not even home yet but just gettting to the second stretch of my vacation here in good ole' Texas and I sit here telling myself
HE WAS RIGHT! They say things are bigger in Texas, well damn i feel like a bigger person in Texas. I've never really been blessed with the closest connection my father & yet all my life i always wanted to be that daddys girl & close to the side of the family, but gettin to texas i was reunited after a few years with my crazy ass favorite aunt who I have already gotten to have long talks with on so many different things & i've learned who
I REALLY AM, why i do the things i do, & say the things i say or even
ACT the way that i act. There is a reason an well other people that do get me & are helping me find myself in this crazy life before i head off to the big ole american way of college.
Quotes fitting to my life, maybe yours as well?: "Goodbyes are the hardest, that's when most of us learn to be our strongest " ♥ "So tell me what I gotta do to win ya over, you'll never have to worry about findin another" ♥ "That feeling when it's all natural an you never had to try" ♥"Take a risk, take a chance, make a change. Distance means so little when someone's meaning so much" ♥ "There's always tomorrow, but I'm gonna let that tomorrow be my today. Can't accomplish anything without a little challenge an pain." ♥ "you only stand as tall as you make yourself to be" ♥ "Feed your dreams and starve your fears" ♥. Heres a taste of a simple post i may give once a week or something but other times i want to post an idea of a recipe, maybe some cool ideas i come up with for things in my DORM ROOM, a song of the day that just got me by, everything from near an far. Follow my blog it wont let you down, i'll follow back (: Sincerely, ladybugglovess!
