Friday, October 12, 2012

weights hard to loose. boys are stupid. & college life is great

I don't think i've ever been more thankful for something than leaving for college, its probably so far easy to tell that its about to be the best memories of my life.

Ive lost 12 pounds, working hard..better than before. got to keep going, not enough yet especially with this time period.

GOAL: more fruits, i need to hit up the farmers market next week when its on campus. thank god for my crazy hippy school.

HAD PLAY DAY YESTERDAY! ya my college spends money on like 12 big blow up jump houses..pretty freaking awesome.

HMMM. theres a crazy bitch that lives on my floor...........pretty sure she's got with every guy on the floor and she's now headed up stairs.. cough slut cough

ROBERT!!!!! k, so my neighbor is beyond awesome, i sorta kinda live in his room lol. he'll leave and i won't have class and hell come back and I'm still there watching all his movies on his computer lol. got to love crazy chill people ! Oh, an were definitely road trippin to CALI for spring break. awww yeuuuh

Appplied to two jobs today. I'm kinda nervous for being able to balance all these things, but its going to happen. can't wait.

SORRY FOR THE BOING POST GUYS> but spoke my mind on MY blog. much love<3 p="p">

Monday, October 1, 2012

those nights

TONITE SUCKS I WANT A COOKIE!!!!!

i've found that finding a way to relate exercise to something like happiness or relaxation is something that i can do, it makes it all so much easier!!

IM SORRY I HAVEN'T POSTED IN AWHILE GUYS! I'm finally settled into college and been working really hard, i do about 40 hours a week in homework and class time! but tonite i thought i needed to give a little time to you guys.

i'm sitting here looking at pictures of all the models in the fall wear and i think i can totally wear that and i can pull it off, but shoot it would look so much better if i lost a few pounds.

I started crying tonite because it really is so hard to loose weight, i texted me auntie who a big figure in my life and she said "first thing is you have to remember that you didn't put it all on at one so u won't take it off overnight either" than i thought to myself, wow, i have someone that reads about my posts and gives me encouragement, i have friends willing to exercise with me, a school my college that offers all organic foods and the strength and excitement to do it. what the hell am i waiting for.

Also i'll tell you guys coming on here and seeing comments from people and knowing that people are watching and waiting to see this happen it gives me so much strength and courage to keep doing this!! anybody out there doing it with me keep it up!!!! I'm gonna get back track with my blogging and try to every night to keep ya'll up date.

http://undressedskeleton.tumblr.com/beforeandafter
The link above is someone who is an inspiration right now in my life, she's another blogger or 'tumblr' and i've been reading about her diet loss and she's lost so many pounds, i can't wait to get there!
I've found that in order to do anything you have to love yourself and tell yourself that its for you not anybody else, KEEP GOING YOU CAN DO IT!!! & thats for my homework too, and that essay that i'm currently procrastinating.

Hope all is well, linsey :)